21 November 2009 7:49 PM
feel: happy
had a happy time with darling =D
went for swimming early early in e morning with darling.
and jy came over to join us too . hahas!! around 20 laps?!?
tired... -.-llll hahas . aft breakfast, we went to airport, to recieve his mortal.
**awkward silents** i know u feel very bad . soon or later she still needs to know?
hope time will really heal? love can't be force too.
i feel bad too, i understand how she's feeling. but, i think we're quite helpless though.
actually i feel u should clarify with her? i scare it may cause misunderstandings between u ans her? it's too sudden for her i think, she will feel a lot of doubt and wonder wad exactly had happen? why all this girl all sudden appear? maybe, msg her again aft a few days? she will feel u do care about her, but as a brother? a gd friend? i don't really know and understand, how's u and her for the pass 1 yr, i believe she's really a understanding girl?
if u really feeling not okie, pls share with me? hahas .
and i don't want to lose u too . i'm kinda scare actually.