had a happy time with darling =D went for swimming early early in e morning with darling. and jy came over to join us too . hahas!! around 20 laps?!? tired... -.-llll hahas . aft breakfast, we went to airport, to recieve his mortal. **awkward silents** i know u feel very bad . soon or later she still needs to know? hope time will really heal? love can't be force too.
i feel bad too, i understand how she's feeling. but, i think we're quite helpless though. actually i feel u should clarify with her? i scare it may cause misunderstandings between u ans her? it's too sudden for her i think, she will feel a lot of doubt and wonder wad exactly had happen? why all this girl all sudden appear? maybe, msg her again aft a few days? she will feel u do care about her, but as a brother? a gd friend? i don't really know and understand, how's u and her for the pass 1 yr, i believe she's really a understanding girl?
if u really feeling not okie, pls share with me? hahas . and i don't want to lose u too . i'm kinda scare actually.