30 October 2006 9:44 PM
today we started to have bridging course . this make the holiday no difference from normal school days . super bored in class . after the course, we had training !!!
during the training, i can say we did badly. very badly . we are not up to the standard we should be . we can't run, cannot shoot . mistakes, mistakes and still mistakes . and due to the past training, all of us still have muscle aches . nobody performed well . the mood is not right . coach ended training early to let us rest . but before he left, i can see from his expression that he's veri disappointed . he let him down again . past trainings we have not been performing well . from his face expression, we can see disappointment and unhappiness from him . i'm very sorry !! dun know why, i can't perform well when i'm tiried . i kept makin mistakes and mistake . but coach didn't say anything . hais . i just hope tt he could scold or say me rather den he did not comment about anything . i dun know if i had done the right thing or wrong .
just now chat with xy on msn, we talk alot . yah, we must jiayou !! must overcome our mentalilty!! cannot let him so shi wang anymore . " dun be sorry . you can do it . we do it for ownself and the team. we can't let them down. we will strive, in the end, we are the winners " tt's wad xy said . it's very true . although we always fight among one another, in the end we still could not afford to lose any one of us . it will seem something missing and incomplete . somehow i feel veri sian about this team cos of the way we are in the past, but i still realli love this team . and nw can see tt everyone is trying, trying to get tis team back lyk before again liao . hope this time round nothing will go wrong again . i also make this promise not to do something tt will hurt u guys again . hope i can keep this promise . : P