20 September 2007 9:52 PM
HEY !!! prelims finally going to finish . tml left with 2 paper 1(mcq) . yesh !! finally . hahas . still gt O's =x didn't have the time to blog . many many to blog about . hahas .
firstly, after much consideration, i going thailand with the team @ EOY le .
nw, gonna talk about my CON CAMP !!
okie, before i go, i wasn't really into it and excited about it . to me it was just another camp .
but, when the whole thingy started, wow , is fun . a veri different experience of camping . hahas .
first day is more of icebreaking and games . hahas . WATER BOMB at the end of the whole game thingy leh . in the end, already quite tired out .
after dinner, we had our sessions, throughout the whole camp we had a lot of sessions and praise and worship . and i learnt a lot of thingys frm those sessions . we had our quiet time, reflecting, and talking to God . we had our praise and worship session, but this time is more of the soft music, tt makes us really reflect, many thoughts rush through my mind . i cried, i felt tt heavy gulit in me . i felt tt i neglect God, my family, and my loved ones . hw much hurt i have brought to them . hw i have sinned against God . and so many wonderful things He brought to me in this 16 years of life . and hw grateful i am to Him tt he brought me into this world although there's hurt and suffering . many many thoughts . we are going to confession, we ar giving a paper to guide us along . tears of gulit and hurt just keep rolling down . during confeesion, i cried in front of the priest . omg . hahas . pai seh leh . hehes . went back to the session room . my eyes is like swollen . hahas .
second day . sessions and praise and worship again . afternoon time... is the healing part .
a speaker came in . opps ! forgt his name . hehe . okie he's funny and interesting . but when the time to be serious he's serious . we went into a time of preparation for healing . started with some soft whorshiping music . thoughts start to run through my mind again !! den we sat down and concentrate to pray . the whole place was so peacefully and still . everyone did the same . we started to sing again . tears rolling down!! the lyrics of the songs realli make us reflect and cry !! i realli feel that God is my saviour, my Father . and He's there, just right beside me . and He's the one that realli give my love and confort . and i felt the heavy heavy gulit and hurt i gave to him and my family . i felt the hurt , gulit, hatred, sadness which is gathered during my 16 yr of life inside my heart . it is so painfull lah . realli crie terribly . Denise, before tt started to cried veri loudly, but is a normal sign la . i can feel the Holy Spirit was inside the rm . the feel is veri strong . i can't control my tears . and realli cried . our facils and other elder sister and brother came in . about 4 to one of us, the started to pray over us in the language of tongues . den i cried even louder . i can't control . just cried all out . the feel is like pouring all the hurt inside out to God . nvr dares to cry tt loud before . hahas . i started to shiver and can't balance . i feel the holy spirit running through my body . to non-believers it may sound stupid . buden it's real lah . i can't relax, and kept on trying to balance . rebecca, one of the few praying over me asked me to let go and relax . i did, and i got slain ( correct spelling) means rest in the spirit . hahas . the feeling so shoik !!!! i felt so LOVED, so COMFORT, so peacefully . the feeling is damn nice lah . is like the 16yrs of burden finally released . hahas . after the whhole sessions . all of us praise God whole heartedly . so nice to hear the whole clas of us singing and praising god .
third day, last day of camp . we had our outpouring session . this time round, more ppl feel the Holy spirit and gt slain . the feeling is damn shoik . i recieved the holy spirit veri fast . before the ppl come and pray over me i was alreadi shaking . losing balance . but i dun dare to let go, i scare i fall and will feel the pain . when the ppl come, within 30 s i was slain . haha . nw is the learing of hw to get our gift of tongues . this was something i prayed for when the camp started . i desire so much to have tt . speaking in tongues is praying in a language which u dun even understand, but u just will speak tt language automatically . ur tongue will move by itself . hahas . first we prayed and concentrate, den all of us started by " alle alle alle alle'' faster and faster . but u must hav the desire to hav it la . some hw or rather, my tongue started to move by itself . cos first time mah, i was unsure if i really gt it . but my facil told me i hav gt it . ohh yesh !! first time jiu get it liao . haha . we total prayed in tongue for 3 times to let everyone had the chance to get this Gift . but nt all gt it . sometimes, this Gift is according to God if He wants to give to u a not . hahas .
throughtout the camp i learn a lot . and i felt him . and i realli love and trust Him =D
there's many funnie and interesting things tt happen in the camp . but too many to be wirtten . hehes . Chosen Generation .
going to St. Peter and Paul Church tml for praise and worship !!