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22 September 2009 12:02 AM

Feels: suprised, but it's logical

went to Gab's house to study . hahas .

den his CG came over . tt da jie jie, ruiwen? issit?

i dun realli know her name . diff to pronouce . hahas

anyway, she's very nice pretty, gd CG leader too

man xi huan ta de . very cheerful and bubbly . hahas .

at first, Gab play piano and started to sing those songs,

i missed those songs so so so much ! it's like re-enlightenment?

all the LOVE, the GRATITUDE, the URGE to praise and thank HIM!

like flowing back to me . i missed serving for Him.

Gab's CG started, they are in the rm while i'm at the dinning area.

but can hear very clear what's going on inside . the songs, praises,

bible verses, preachings . omg . i missed them so much, love it.

end up i'm not really studying, but listening the the stuff she's talking

inside the room . it's by luck, i know most of the verses she used today.

i started to think, about relationship and stuff . something struck me.

we dun suit each other . religion is really a huge barrier.

i want to SERVE HIM ! i will continue to do so . but, this is something

which makes me and u different. and, actually i dun need u .

we're too far apart dun we? i need someone tt understands me, and my religion

somehow is out of surprise, or should say not very surprised, i got to know things

i'm not surprise . and i find it acceptable . and i haven been truthful, to myself,

or to others? idk. maybe u're there to keep me on to the right path. sometimes,

i really wonder, am i hanging somewhere in the middle?

actually, wad i need is very simple, love, care, concern, understanding, support.

anyone can give tt to me . isn't it . but who exactly knows all these best?

i thought u would, and so i'll stay right . but u dun . yah, maybe i hang onto u,

just to be right? hahas . weird .

gotta be strong and independent . i dun need u.

just need close, good, best friends .

and surprisingly it's them or him.