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Mood : real sad/ dishearted

collected my 3rd 4th placing medal today. and the milo tin.
another achievement in basketball.



i'm threatened by my parents to be locked out of the hse the 2nd time.
i'm alr 18. EIGHTEEN !!!! yah, i should feel fortunate tt i have a complete family,
tt others might not have, but , with a broken family but being understood and
supported by their single parents, compared to a complete family, with both parents not
understanding wad u wan. i sound so bu xiao shun right? am i?? i dun understand my parents
as well. seriously i dun . do they really know wad i want to be, to achieve, to play,
my passion and my goal? wad i'm going through now. wad i need the most . wad i desire the
most? i doubt they do. as well as i dun know wad they really wants? treat me like a robot?
stay at home and study, to eat to sleep when i can't focus at home to study? everyone is diff.
i can't study at home. i'm so distracted at home. but wad do they think? no!! go outside study
mean play . nvr study! bad girl!! stay at home mean gd girl! they feel like they given me wad i
need and wants. but do they really know wad they given me is not wad i want?
is wad they think tt i want. is wad they think is the one gd for me. is wad they think, not me.

sometimes i wonder.. issit i'm the one not thinking in their shoes, or they are the one not doing
so? am i the bad girl? or just they dun understand me? WHY?!!?? can someone ans me??

for 6 yrs, SIX years i played bball. how much support did they given me?
they even told me just lose and finish the competition. it may be a passing remarks.
but hello?! it will cos a scar somehow. it's my passion, wad i feel tt i'm achieving and being
myself.

i'm not a robot!!! it doesn't mean wad u think is for sure gd for me. it doen't apply this way.
i know very well, wad should i do!! i'm at fault too. i know. i ling wu le. i startin to study le.
why are u condemning me now?!?! u know wad i need the most?

SUPPORT & LOVE .
not shouting and screaming!!