17 July 2009 9:25 PM
Mood : mixed/ worriedhad a short training just now.
tml is our SEMI-FINALS, vs Home U. peizhen's team
hahas . it SEMIs !! SEMI !! but somehow i dun feel tt anxiety,
i also dun feel anxious about it . it's like another match.
is tt gd or bad? am i taking it too lightly . i'm not even bothered
whether we're going to win or lose . i just feel... kinda neutral .
is tt how much bball meant to me now? i dun wish tt's true .
am i tired of it alr? am i stagnant alr? where's tt passion, where's tt
spirit tt i used to hav? or i'm so used to it now, tt it doesn't bothers?
i dun wish any of these to be the ans . i dun yearn to play as much as in
the beginning . i feel inferior .
this weekend, i have a lot of homework . need to complete them most likely by tonight.
my class now, has an outspread of fever and flu . horrible . hahas .
today and ytd, we only have 10 ppl present, mr lee fall sick today too.
ppl takecare k !!
tml is SEMI-FINALS, wish me best of luck.
YELLOW BANANAS aka Hornets, JIA YOU !!
rest well =D