19 July 2009 12:10 AM
Mood: dishearted/ sad/ helpless
we lost our semi-final. just by tt bit . i believe we can do better .
somehow is just fated tt we won't win bah . hais . i saw xy's expression.
feel so bad lo . somewhat i expected, i didn't get to play today .
they tried very hard. but i can't do anything to help them.
i feel so wu nai . i feel that pain, i believe all of them did feel the same.
we lost de hen yuan wang. is like luck is just playing tricks on us .
last min, opponent score 2 3-pointers where, she didn't did tt in the first 3 quarts.
it really dampen our spirit, though we fight on, but is invaild .
we fought, though not a perfect gd play, but ... still we lost.
really feel like crying. not really about the win/lose neither is about not havin e chance
to play . i told him, it's not me playing bball. i'm like some scary cat on court. where's tt
daring and determined me? i feel worst than i'm playing A'dvs . pr felt about the same too.
but she seem to pick herself up. wad about me? i'm not going to admit defeat, but,
what should i do next?? i can't commit, too much stuff and pressure to take on.
studies, emotions, bball and stuff . this yr really very tiring, luckily or not, it passed quite fast.
but i can't commit in things i'm doing . training, games or studies, i kept havin tt lousy attitude.
i need a break free.
anyway, my name means.....
" Lynn is a female name and there are two supposed meanings for it. The first is Welsh and it means Lake or 'by a lake' and the second is English and it means 'pretty' "
http://www.blurtit.com/q106002.htmlwho am i? i'm pretty