01 April 2009 11:02 PM
tired . hahas . it's a long day in sch .
gt back my H1 math CT paper, can't really say badly done
but 15 marks worth of careless mistakes O-M-G
i gt D for H1 math, if i gt tt 15 marks, i had alr gotten A??
hahas . very very very careless -.-
had training just now. and it RAIN -.- didn't train
much stuff though . more of physical than tactics
den to church for confession . back home
disappointed.i believe i made a fair judgement from diff angles of views
and thinking/consideration. somehow it seem to have no effect i believe.
nth's change.if is really the case, so be it.i'm not a superwoman.
korkor,i faced difficulties.dun dare to bother u.i dun want to rely on u so much.cos is my own team,not urs.but i'm really veri diappointed and dishearten.cannot ren anymore.i dun understand why aren't they really working hard for A'dvs.there's so much stuff not yet learnt and practise.but they simply dun understand.WHY??!!really need someone i can go and cry it out to.heartbroken by their attitude.they dun understand how much A'dvs mean to me.it seem insignificant to them. mag says i shouldn't just look at things from my own view,saying i demand too much from them.but from these past few trainings,it dun seem tt way.simple layup simple passes can't even be done properly even without def.laughing and jokes,running for warm up can even run slower than e J1s.effortless.complaining tired and stuff,wad is this?!since when playing bball is so easy.i got sick before,i dun feelwell before,i injured b4,but i still continue to train last time,why can't u all?is the mentality seriously.some like having this "try" mentality still. how?really heartbroken,heartpain.disppointed.feel like leaving,but it's giving up.i dun wan to give up.is tearing inside, but i have to put up a face tt's strong and doesn't matters.it sucks