18 April 2009 12:51 AM
my mum bought my childhood jelly !!
nice nice !! hahas . it's since ages i last ate it.
she bought diff type of flavours too . hahas .
ran the canal for training today . hahas.
today's training focus on all the def and formation stuff .
quite slack de . hahas . but i see how thingys goes,
it isn't very promising . quite worrying de .
i dun know how am i going to play A'dvs .
alot of worries, i scared i won't do well . ahhhh!!!
e fear is coming back . hais . how??!!!??
missing u.
though is not those to the extent of really miss.
but wondering how are u now?are u okie?
JL HOW ?!?? i can't calm down . hais! where are u?? ="( losing confidence. losing faith. losing powr. losing mentality. increasing fear. sometimes really feel like crying, bu i shouldn't right?? staying strong isn't easy.