04 March 2009 9:10 PM
today's schedule is super rush
aft CT lesson end, we had Chem SPA Skill A,
after chem SPA, we had sports talk, omg
it ended at 5 pm lah, so late!!
den rush to e court, we had friendly with some J2s ppl
most of us didn't had our lunch, empty and hungry stomach
i played badly . i'm veri not into the game at first .
the whole team is playing in a mess .
yah, i panic . i see e scoring is so near,
started to panic all e way .
i did alot of mistakes, omg .
i'm back to square one, i can't control the tempo,
i can't control my emotions, i can't relax and think well
oh man .. i learn alot of moves, i know how to do de,
but simply i dun know why those stuff didn't come to my mind
when i'm playing but aft e game ended . i gt application problem lah
really true, when we panic, we can't play well .
i saw how e team play today, A'dvs is like digging our own grave
there's isn't much time left lah . hais . how?? everyone not even warm
up yet for A'dvs . everyone panic, in total mess . like the first few matches of
ISIBL or even worse . e team still veri reliant on that few main players,
when those players are out on bench, e contrast quite big de . it shouldn't
be the way, wad if those few players injured or no stamina alr? how??
and we need more team chemistry and teamwork and formations really.
total mess today, dun know wad should we do when attack . and our fast break,
too slow!!! hahas . cmi nia . court vision no gd sia .
i need to gain my confidence level, to trust my team as well as myself,
and able to control my emotion and temper and my point of view .
need to buck up !!! cannot be scared now . zhen zhuo zhen zhuo!!
i need alot of advices and guidance
"lost in a maze, trying to find my way out"