09 February 2009 10:05 PM
i'm so..i dun know . u seldom/ nvr praise me de .
i kept hearing my bad pts from u . am i really tt bad?
instead i always hear u praise other ppl to me.
i know i gt a lot of flaws, but did u ever notice my gd?
even if i change, u won't see tt too, isn't it?
everytime u say, is tt u notice another bad pt of me.
or ur opinion changed bad about me. did u ever find gd about me?
i need e team and ur support and understanding to e choice i made,to u there isn't a need, to me, yes, there is a need, it's just diff mindset lah.u can bu gu anything and make a choice. this is u, i can't . youth and A'dvs both means alot to me . i dun wan to regret wad i chose in the end.i dun know, i feel we yue lai yue cannot communicate.
maybe to u, it doesn't matter whether it get worse anot .
but i mind . i felt tt we are more mo shen le . is like more and
more frequent tt we end up arguing with each other .
is not wad i want u know!!
i feel i becoming more and more childish.
imature to think properly .
am i really tt pampered and bu li zhi?
it's not gonna be a swt 18 i suppose...
i wanna live my own life, i dun want wad u say bothers me, or i feel tt affected.wo yao zhou dao.yi ding yao zhuo dao.is my life i know!! it takes time bah right?
i made e decision to play A'dvs .
is not e actual choice i wanted.
but i'll feel better choosing to play A'dvs.
i dun wan to be so selfish .