19 January 2009 10:04 PM
needa keep on studying for tests . hais .
veri irritated by my sis's crying,mourning sound...
fighting with her bf again. damn distracting can.
super bu zi dong . i'm already not in a good mood!!!
loving someone need to be so xin ku de mah .
the more i think about, scarier it gets .
loving someone should be something happy and xin fu about
why i keep seeing and hearing those cryings,
and i myself felt so hurtful even .
why so much distrust, and unhappiness ? i hate it .
i hate myself tt i can't control my emotions . argh....
back to studies....