lost all the matches . played more bad to worst . and ppl stop asking about the scores !! lost terribly jiu shi le . i'm now still in the shocked, unbelieve and dishearted . there's nothing/ no one to blame . maybe we just lost to our ownself . or should say we indeed lost to our ownself . weak mental thinking, weak in physical . we aren't that lousy dun we? ppl train hard, we do train as hard . we still lost . wth .
it's the first time i lost all the matches in my grouping in my 5 years of bball lofe . first time . and drastically lost . the impact veri strong . and i came to realise how i missed my dunearn teamates . is not tt i dislike this current team . they have their good points too, they are as dearly too . but 4 years memo just cannot be compared . hw i wish time can reverse . i miss them badly !! real badly . just hope we can play together on court again . vs-ing each other suck . so weird .
first time losing all and drastically . somehw demoralised me quite a lot and lost confidence . am i helping the team ?? or i just hai le ta men? confused!! jieying msged me aft my game . thanks a lot!! i was trying to hold back my emotions . hahas !! but still burst into tears . aft some encouragement, yeah !! i dun hav such a weak self-confidence do i ?? i dun wan to fall back to a no- confidence past again . standing up again is diff and i'll waste my time . confidence!!!!! but i need support, i'm too used to relying on my teamates . bad habit i know .
huge lesson learnt . BASICS = IMPORTANT !! no basic no play . hope our upcoming team can ling wu this thingy which i now realli had an eye opening and ling wu dao le . must train hao our basic !!!! no time for jokes . there's plenty to learn and buck up .
25 April 2008 10:46 PM
i just sprained my right ankle !! think not veri seriuos that kind . hope my right leg recovers . jl gave me some medincine like plaster to stick on . oh my tians . hen la lo . unbearable . but hope it's realli useful . if not i mon dunit to play liao . hahas .
today's training not veri smooth . still joking around and not serious . but a few of us gt settled down after jl came and join in . mayb the team realli not serious enough and multiples injuries kept on happening . one is ah lain, den me, alicia den yu bin . hahas . horrible . i think jl veri sian diaox, pissed off, disappointed, and pressured . cos they promised hod that we can atleast get into top 8 . but now the hopes seem veri slim . i need to, and i want to play well on mon . must atleast win . win hw much i dun care . just hope we win to make it a happy ending .
24 April 2008 9:10 PM
injured my leg muscle few days ago . nw pai kar . hahas . went to see sinseh ytd, nearly fainted there, veri pain lah . handed up my PI !! hahas . wei le that one PI i do untill 1 plus in the morning .
after knowing moni leaving soon, everyday in sch seem so zhen gui to me . hw much we wished that she could stay . life in sch will be so different without her . hais hais !!! she cried today in sch lah . just hope that she will enjoy her last few months in sch . hahas . my partner is leaving !! really dun know wad to do .
my pw gp seems so weird, gabriel dun really like the gp i guess . hahas . i also dun know wad to ask or say during discussion . hope things will get better . pw leh . 10 % of total overall A'lvl result . chem test coming !!!! oh my tians . a huge task for me, seriously i understand wad they teach, but i can't remember for long and i dun know hw to apply them . going to be dead meat soon .
coming mon vs nyjc . last game?? hope it won't be . must give our best to it . seriously might be my last time playing there, next year will sending out a team is still a question . i just hope that we'll win this match even if we nvr win 29 pts to get into second round just win even 1 point i also dun mind . hahas . must recover first !!!
15 April 2008 7:19 PM
stupid e-learning day, although dun need go sch, but gt lots of work . and that portal damn troublesome . argh . still left with 2 essays . dun feel like doing at all . i'm bored to death !!! jiu ming arx !!! hahas .
ytd, my first A'dvs match, first time play untill overtime, first time play main 5, first time fouled out . hais . we were leading for the first 2 and a half quaters untill i and hui yang both had 4th foul . jun liang bo pian sub us out . den the score of the opponent went up lah . wth !! hais . during 4th quarters, i tyco score again, den draw . so extention of 5 mins . but leh, after 2 mins plus i fouled out . hais . i think jl veri disappointed with my that foul . end of the match, we lost 3 points to MI . 2 injured players . i can't believe it, i lost to such a unsportmanship and lousy team . even dunearn or any sec sec can win them lah . didn't really performed well for that match . but i'm veri an wei that, although we are not a strong team, but we still do cheer for one another, we still do hav that fighting spirit . and i'm quite suprise that some of the guys stayed to watch our match . hahas . although they didn't shout and cheer for us, but can see that they somehw of rather supported us, might not be all of them, but still quite happy as they do still respect us afterall, even they before that qiao bu qi wo men . thanks julius, ur cheer and support comes in time for me . i was like dying out there . hahas .
tml, vs hwa chong . vs JY !!! oh my tian . their standard are realli gd and way high above us lah . too fast too fierce . but still find a bit weird to vs my own teamates that fight through my sec sch tournaments with me . hahas . i hav no idea hw's tml, a mixed feeling too, looking forward, at the same time quite pressured if i can't score tml . i'm not scared though . cos most of the players in hc, i played with them before . just hope that i'll perform well, and help my team as much as possible . dun disappoint jl again, he veri ke lian, shout untill no voice to talk . tml, no itchy hands !! dunwan fouled out again .
PJC JIAYOU !!!! we might not be able to win, but atleast fight for it . even we lost, we'll lose with glory, respect no regrets . dun let others qiao bu qi wo men .