18 June 2008 1:18 AM
too busy to post this period of time . exams coming !! oh shity, not prepared yet lah . hmm.. many stuffs happened around me, happy and guilty??
HAPPY
cos realli touched by God's Love and what He done during the con camp'08 for the confirmants this year . it's my first yr serving, excited, anxious?? many many emotions and feelings too . but i felt God's love and peace again !! i didn't expect i'll experience healing cos is like i helping out not participating . hahas . but i can feel and sense God's presence and the power of Holy Spirit during intercessory at the Upper Room . woah !! is so strong and powerful lah . hahas .it's amazing . shall not elaborate on le . overall it's a veri fruitful experience!
GUILTY
i wasn't able to make it for friday's training . yah,again i didn't attend training . i'm so sorry . den again. i wasn't allowed to go for sunday's match vs home u cos my mama lah . reasons cos celebration for my cousins' confirmation and she said i play too much of bball, affect my studies . it's time to stop ! simply cannot agree with her lah . in the end hornets lost quite alot plus tt day only 9 players!! 9 leh . hais . not all 9 is physically well too . i felt so bad . veri sorry . although no point saying also . i think i'm super lousy in planning my schedule, there's always so many stuffs tt clashes together . i always need to give up on either one thing and go the other .i know i haven been attending trainings regularly . sorry!! i realise i can't commit so much as expected to be .is like i dun even know wad's my main priority now. but sometimes i feel tt, mayb i dun play maybe it help the team more. is like i might drag them down instead of helping them up . my standard and theirs is quite diff . i'm not tt gd, is like all of them are better players den i do . hopefully i will do well lah . hahas . actualli i'm quite scared of friday's training . i think will kena scolding from coach bah . but cannot say anything, i'm at fault lah huh. must mentally prepared for tt . scary leh . realli veri worry and scared .