03 May 2008 12:44 AM
i saw my eye candy alot of time and veri long today !! gonna love friday !! hahas . he waved and smiled at me . for that instance, my heart melted . stunned!!! hahas . he's so cute and handsome lah . hahas . shall not go into details . just tt i can say i saw him everywhere after sch, even during training . damn shoik de lah . hahas .
had training today . ran 2 km... den continued with the basic stuff . i can said, i didn't concentrate fully for today's training . there's a big distraction in front of me and alicia lah . hahas . can't focus . felt quite bad after tt .
talk to jl alot about my thoughts and also about this team . hmm... he has somehw cleared my thoughts, doubts and questions in mind . thanks alot !! somehw i felt pressured and worried . i tink onli moni knows wad's the reason . hahas . no matter wad, i won't give up liao le . 10 mths onli... veri short period of time . hahas . '' thrash it all out'' jl said de . hahas .
moni must help me pray k ?? i need a lot of strength and courage . hahas !!!