24 May 2008 8:49 AM
GOING TO HILLSONGS CONCERT LATER !!!!!
i'm super looking forward to it !! praise and worshiping !!
there's alot of things tt realli troubled me recently . hope after going, i'll recieve God's healing and feel better?? having to strength to walk on . i broke down into tears a few times recently. it's realli horrible . i nvr felt so small and idiot before.
everything/people is changing i supoose?? negative, negative, still negative . maybe there's positives ones, but those negatives have already covered up them le . i dun hav the heart to play on, it's not a ''place'' i want to be, the feeling is diff le . maybe i'm over sensitive?? but i dun think so . i believe wad i felt and see . ppl do change due to the changes in their environment .
it's just not the kind bball i wanted it to be, not that kind i'm playing .
YTD, bbq at erin/moni's hse!!! it's gonna be the night i won't forget . gonna miss it so much lah . although not everyone is there . but it's a realli gd bonding time and a gd farewell party for moni . she's leaving soon, VERI SOON . hais . i really love her lah . why??!?? things realli aren't going my way .
MONI !!! i realli love and tresured the times spent with u!!!!
I LOVE U !!
ppl says jc classmates won't be the best for ur sch-ing life . cos all only bothers about one's progress and achievements . but i dun think so, cos my class is fun, realli FUN . it can't said to be my best class i ever hav, but is one of the bestest class i ever had . now, must study hard, cannot retain .