13 November 2006 11:19 PM
hav friendly with st.mag today . i played badly . veri long story . dun wish to say . hais . damn moody !!! hav many many thoughts in mind . feeling lyk giving up and not to play anymore, but veri dui bu qi the others . wanting to play well, but instead, play badly . wth is going on with me . i'm tired . mayb i take words to harsh, and pressure myself too much . haha .
thank you yuhong and kimguan . both was lyk boasting my morale up . helping me and talk to me . haha . some how it helps a little . kg say something veri true, he told me tt time he believe himself he's beta player, and a more better player in the team, somehw he improved . and it was just lyk me last time . but mayb too over confident, in the end a small mistake which lead me to hav a big fall . haha .
just nw also told yh tt no much time left liao, west zone coming . and there's many many strong teams coming up . and to me i feel tt, we still not up to the standard . if it stillcarries on, we canot win de lor . but she say, must believe in ourselves . plus michael now realli pushing us veri hard . must do it !! we must !! last year le .... i dun wan to miss it anymore . just lyk kg told me, he feel he let mr yeoh down . yah, dun tink we would wan to let them down bah . haha . hais . veri fan arx !!